You hurt someone I devoted my life to protect
You made me break a promise I swore to uphold
You used my trust as a doormat big mistake
Im boiling, shaking, blinded by hatred,
Im going to turn your existence into a living hell
Ill break and turn the world around you
Into a place of death and smoldering ash
Ill run rampid and rampaging,
Leaving a trail of pain and destruction
Obliterating everything in my wake
Your family, your friends, your possessions,
And finally you!
If you ever touch her again Ill kill you myself
Ill cut you open and light your insides aflame
Ill incinerat
each and every day
i meander through my life
seemingly in blissful ignorance
but the things i dont say
fill every moment with strife
and deprive myself of all significance
my life goes by while i sit and listen
to the problems others have in their lives
while under my skin
i'm screaming at the top of my lungs
but my cries go unnoticed
i'm done and i'm through
and i am finished with you
you all and your petty obsessions
i have them as well
and we all have to solve them
in this life that does not seem worth it
to the random few who see what i see
and can relate to being robbed of ones senses
to see the truths in this lie we
somethings growing in the back of my mind
and desperatly searching for a way out
i swallow hard and beat it back down with a clout
but it still moves around and continues to bind
i see it in my dreams, it waits for me there
it hides in the rafters of my minds every thought
but i still continue to restrain it
there is no way to ignore it
it overwealms my fear, anger and rage
fighting contiuously to escape its cage
and take me over...
sometimes i think it would be better if it did
my strength it dwindles
while this monstrosity rekindles
its firey to escape
and use my body as a host
and as a tool for its
destruction and pain
a
no idea whats happening
my mind is scrambeling
growing darkness
warping fear
are all i now feel
this beast inside of me
causes nothing but agony
chewing my innerds
until the scar'd tissue
no longer pleases him
no one but me
can change my fate
but its too late
i'll no longer be
running away for it
is now inside of me
unleash my demon
relinquise all reason
and rampage on
twards the horizon
that never gets any closer
an unreachable goal
but i continue to
bury my soul in
blood and blind fury
Living and dying
Laughing and crying
Life slowly fades away
Through the good and the bad
My heart remains so sad
Slowly withering into black
Build me up strike me down
I recede without making a sound
Meanwhile caging my anger and rage
This monstrosity dwelling inside of me
Waiting, watching, eager to spree
Into a murderous rampage
It eats away at my mind
Numbing my consciousness and
Destroying everything I hold dear
Ive lost sight of everything I once loved
I now want to destroy all of my enemies
And spend my life in fear of myself
the timer is set
and running but you don't seem to care
you went behind my back and said
things you knew would never be true but
you spread the rumors for something to do
now get the fuck away from me and
understand the words i am saying to you
you ruined my life
and now i'll smash your world
and you cant do a thing about it
i can't trust anyone any more
after the things you've done
i miss my friends but
i'll never get them back
they're so far away
far away
because you burnt me down
now you rotten festering whore
i'll bring your world crashing
down around you while
you stand in awestruck terror
when everything you eve